31 August 2006

i dunno wat happen to me...i called him this afternoon 1st thing i wake up.i juz dun like it that u talk to me like u dun care like tat..anyway last nite i was really happy to c u receive the present....seing u so happy i was really happy...dear dear i love u so much....i noe u very angry when u c my blog cuz i can post all bout my ex bf but i cant post anything bout u....im sorry...but one day u will c all my blog full of ur stuff....
let's start from the 1st day i go mos wif u......
this is the 1st pic we took in mos the 1st time we club together oso make me feel lost...i still remember it clearly tat he had to leave early cuz his gf came juz when he wanna leave he gimme a peek on my cheeck haha....i wanna laugh den he hold my hand...haha....i totally lost....dunno wat's happenin so i treat as i drunk le he juz trying to be helpfull scare i fall down....but he do that when his gf is infront my god....and i did nothin but to let him hold my hand...haha...when i wanna take the pic he say's that he dun really take pic wan le but i force him to take at least one pic wif me.
follow on he came my hs once when we had a same day off....but only for awhile around 1 hour plus...i was really surprise that he came didn't expect that he will come look for me...den one day his gf came to find him....when he reach his gf hs he online had smthing to do he talked to me in msn n ask me y am i so weird today after his gf came...hmmm....haha... i dunno how to ans him so i juz say nothin lo he think too much le...haha...but den another thing tat surprise me which is when i say i dun wan to disturb him doin his stuff he says that he wan me to company him...hmm...im so confuse tat time but i juz dun wan to think much so i treat as nothin lo...den when my msn sign out he msg me ask me where did i go den ask me faster online he oso say he miss me le....haha...i treat all that as a joke...but den...
the second time we go mos...he dun wan to go actually n i was really angry cuz leyna keep askin him n P to go but they all dont seem like wanna go den everything like very messy like tat den i angry le juz msg him tell him tat if he dun wan to go den dun go la i dun like to force ppl wan.i oso dun need them to go....but surprising he msg tell me he is goin n will b there at 1130....haha but he reach b4 me whn he is there at mos i still at home....haha...when i reach after a few cups of drink he told me that he came to day bcuz of me...i was shock...den everything start to b so blur le...den he say he had a crush on me den i shoot him i thought u say u very faithful wan den he juz kiss me....my eyes wanna roll out le....i was so shock that is the last thing i thought it will happen...end up we kiss n kiss n kiss....haha...but at that moment i juz treat as he is drunk n dunno wat he is doin so i juz play along....cuz he normally will forget everything in the next day wan...tat nite he insist asking me go his hs...but luckily i never if not i will feel damn guilty cuz at that point of time he is still wif his gf...